blaaaaah.

this crush i have it so dumb. and like what the heck i dont even know why its crush when like i have no chance and its just like uggghhhhhh i guess its just… i dont know. it just has potential. 

AND I CANT HELP WHO I CRUSH ON OKAY.

but also, like i dont know how to flirt…. so like it doesnt make things any better. what also doesnt help is that im so lame and boring and not interesting and ugly. 

okay yeah. ranting…..